What We Won't Do to Break Bad Habits

As I've said before, I have a horrible, nasty, disgusting habit. I am constantly chewing and picking at my cuticles and around my nails. It's insane how bad it is. I was doing research on the subject and found that people who have this horrible habit tend to not do it if they get acrylic nails. So, for the first time in my life, and only because of my nasty habit, I spent the dollars and got acrylic nails. So far, I am so busy concentrating on rubbing the nails and getting used to the feel that I have no desire to chew and pick. I hope it stays that way!!!

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CoCo's Journey - Answers!! Finally!!!

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