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THIS PICTURE IS MY VERY FATTEST!!

I have finished round two!! It's been so long this time. I have lost a total of 35 pounds. I really need to get into a different lifestyle. I can't do what I've been doing. I have a real hard time with food. I love food. I love sweets. I love salts. I just love food. Sweets are the hardest. You stick a cookie, pie, cake, brownies, anything that even smells sweet -- - and I can't resist it. I've tried very hard to not have anything in my house that may cause me problems the last couple of months. It helps that I've decided my entire house needs to lose weight, too, and they can't have anything, either.

I WANT A REESE'S PEANUT BUTTER EGG SOOOO BAD!!!

It's so frustrating - - I hate being fat. But, I can't make myself do what I need to do to lose the weight. Yikes. Why does it have to be so freaking hard???

AND THIS PICTURE IS A LITTLE LESS FAT!!
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  1. NatalieMarch 11, 2010 at 5:48 PM

    35 pounds is Fantastic!! Way to go.
    I don't think you look fat period u crazy lady. You look great! And I know those grandkids keep you hopping.

    And who in their right mind would even want a Reeses Peanut Butter Egg? Yuck!

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  2. SaraMarch 17, 2010 at 7:15 AM

    I think you are beautiful!! You have done so good, and you are great motivation to the rest of us! Keep it up!! Love ya!

    And I agree with Natalie on those peanut butter eggs.. gross!!

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